Today's Chinese New Year, first day..
I didnt went visiting like any other someone..

Started the day with church service, kind of argue with my spiritual mother again..
Ya, as usual.. haix.
Am I really such an arguementitive person? I start to question myself..
there are things that she did and I couldn't agree with..
each time I go for service, I never fail to tear..
There was never a time that I really felt that she did well
- contact her members beforehand, check how members are doing,
connect & share with them etc. I always felt alone at church service,
often felt that I was there out of pure obedience..
I dont know, just somehow wish that things was better.. haix. haix. haix.

Well, my mum was asking me last night,:" so what are you going to wear tml? "
I laugh and replied,: "Anything except red! hahA"
We both had a great laugh..
Yup, I'm kind of a more western person
- dont like to celebrate chinese new year & in fact, I dont..
not bounded by any chinese custom and my parents are fine with that!
Cant recall when was the last time I actually had to wish someone
verbally "Happy new year!"and all the chinese phases..
Honestly, I had even forgotten that Hong Bao was red in colour.. wahaHa.

Apart from all the chinese new year greetings that I recieved through sms,
I was really touched by keelin & a few malaysian friends such as Hwee Yun who actually sms from brunei and malaysia respectively.. On top of that, Shyhida, my malay friend also sent her greet.. I was truelly impressed!
Well, not to forget him, who called back from malaysia just to send his greetings verbally.
I was very surprised to recieve his call though it was very simple..
Really appreciate it! = D
**Ps. my mum say:" he still got the heart to call you, ok la, not bad!"
I'm kind of proud of him! wahaHa =)