Why did this had to happen when everythings seems to be fine?

Background: I was suppose to meet my friend, get my laptop ready for my upcoming bejing trip for internship. For my laptop to be configure, I need the XP window CD. This is when I started to look for it, and realised everything at home is in the mess. Where isit? Where is the CD?
I was piss out instantly, and I was running late when I'm suppose to meet my firend at City Hall, 9.30pm.

IT was then and there, that my mum startd to scold me of all my irresponsiblity. Mad, upset and panic, I kept quiet though. Next was the compliant about my dad that the CDs were pass on to my cousin from Australia. "Man, so where is the CD?" I screamed sliently in my heart.

It was not the CD, but really the distant between my family members that distrub me, that put me in tears. In a way, I really kind of hate my family.. Each time I trys to go forward in studies, career & all.. It just pulls me back. I hate it, it really hinder my potentials.. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.. You can say that I blame my family for who I am..

Yet God choose to hand this Family into my hands.. Tell me what to do? How to love my family? Teach me, guide me, give me the strength..

Family, what a great responsiblity..