HoWe LuEn / ReGinA
Female
Singapore
30th August 1988
Virgo
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Almost forget my password when I had to log in. I guess I really haven been blogging for quite sometime.
Perhaps life now is so much more than a stupie Laptop in front of me.
The time I have, I cherish them - for friends, for family, for myself, and "Personal Development".
** Personal Development - Help out at home, Sunday morning market / Usual hypermart.
In addition, I also have my own hobbies - watching Korean Dramas,Shopping, recently pick up Ice Skating, surfting the net, reading newspapers.
My favourite is spending time with my family at various restaurants, sharing our daily experiences, jokes and opinions. That quality time itself is one main thing that draws me away from this new time Square BOXs - LAptops / Televisions that are draining the minds of our generation.
Recently, I had been seeking God in visions & dreams for my life as I enter this cross road. I had to laught at my sillyness as all my answers points back to God, alone.
Who am I? - My identity. What am I to do? - My purpose.
"Seek first the kingdom of God, and all things will be added onto you".
Truely, I am the child of God and I am to do the will of the father.
God's faithfulness can be evident through Sann's salvation yesterday - 2 March '08. Sann is a friend whom I knew through Singapore Polytechnic International Students Club (SPISC) BBQ. Before BBQ, that day I asked God for someone whom I may share with. God lead me to Sann, nevertheless she left unbelieved.
Few months back, again I invited her to Shi Qi's cellgroup (which I was involved in) yet she still left with a close heart. Though disappointed, this time with F.I.R's performance, I invited her to my church - City Harvest. Finally God spoke, and she accepted Christ!!
It has been amazing how God leads, spoke and worked. Truely, his words never fails; he is a faithful God. Faith & a Serventhood heart is all that I need for the life ahead of me. I am trusting God for my career & my future boyfriend - he will provide!
Today's mood is so down.. Coming to 20, and I am at my cross road... Recently, I've been troubled with no boyfriend issue & my upcoming future, which my parents keep bothering me about:
What do I want to do? I keep asking myself . . .
What would be the best for me? How would God lead me?
Will I ever have a boyfriend, or would I be covered under the shadow of my parents' failed marriage? Would I even have the trust to believe guys?
Did he & I were even together? Perhaps I just thought too much, and it was mere friendship. . . Perhaps it didnt even started, it was just fun, that's why ~
We were just kids, unmatured & no burdens . . .
Maybe, maybe, maybe it is time that we split . . . Yet,I am not willing!
He's like a friend to me, someone I can talk to . . .
A brother, a teacher, a lover . . .
He's just different, however there's no progress which made me very tired as well.
Want to give up, want to just abandoned him & walk away . . . yups.